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Monday, September 17, 2012

September 17, 2012 - Elder Bobadilla


It has been a pretty long week, but a good week. On Monday morning Elder Castillo and I went up to Santa Elena and he left for the cap, all alone, and I stayed with the ZLs, like I already said. On Monday night we had an FHE with some members and investigators and it was really good. People that I probably won't see ever again. But, that's ok.

Tuesday I went out to work all day with them and we had lots of success. During my personal study on Tuesday I also finished the Book of Mormon for the 3rd time in my life, and the first time in Spanish. I felt rather accomplished and I learned a LOT this time around. Reading the Book of Mormon in another language can really change your perspective on certain scriptures that you hadn't seen in that way before. I am thankful to have the Book of Mormon in our day to read. An interesting note I made maybe a month ago is that we are truly lucky to have the Scriptures that we do. In no other time in history have the people had such a wide access to the Scriptures as we do. In Mormon's or Moroni's writing he says, "I write to you as though you were present, and yet you are not". The Book of Mormon was not written to be scripture for the Nephites. The Book of Mormon was written for US, the people of these last days, so that we may know of a surety of this latter-day work and look steadfastly towards Christ and His Second Coming. How great a time in which we live, to have the fulness of the Gospel at literally our fingertips.

On Wednesday Elder Barahona and Elder Vestal were sick, and we stayed in their house because they couldn't leave. In the morning I received the news that Elder Bobadilla from Peru would be my companion, but that left me completely in the dark, since he's brand new. The day in the house wasn't too boring since I spent most of it talking to an Elder named Elder Codling from Cedar Hills, UT. Super cool. At about 11:15 pm the bus showed up and I met Elder Bobadilla, my new companion. When I told him I would be his companion he jumped right in to give me a hug. Loving guy. I'm so grateful to be his companion! In my journal on Thursday night I wrote, "E. Bobadilla is going to be a great missionary. He has a lot of excitement, energy, and enthusiasm for the work and nothing is going to stop him." We stopped by some new investigators on Thursday night, Manuel and Margarita, and they had read the first 50 pages of the Book of Mormon in about a week! It was super awesome! I am hoping and praying for great things there!

On Friday I spent a lot of my journal writing focused on "The Fourth Missionary". After a few months of wanting it, I was finally able to get it and read it during my personal study on Friday and Saturday. It was truly incredible, and though it has a lot of focus towards missionary work, we could all use it with a small twist towards every day life. My journal entry goes as follows:

"The 1st and 2nd missionary are both disobedient and do not benefit from their missions. The 3rd missionary has great qualities represents the majority of missionaries. He is obedient and worthy, does his dute, sacrifices his will for the Lord's will, serves faithfully, but withholds his heart, he does what the Lord wants but he wants to do what he wants. Now here is the 4th missionary. He is obedient and worthy, consecrates himself, has charity, is a disciple of Christ, measures success from within, total surrender (he gives himself), and his predominant desire is to do what the Lord wants him to do. In all honesty, I am the 3rd missionary. I have not completely given myself, I don't have complete charity, and there are times where I want to do what I want. However, I am truly trying to become the 4th missionary. I still have a ways to go, but it's a process. While sharing this with E., Bobadilla I mentioned that my will is slightly changing. There are times when I may want to do what I want, but I am learning to want to do what the Lord wants simply because He wants it. For example, I wanted to be ZL right now, but I now want to be here because it is what the Lord wants for me. It's a satisfying feeling. While out in the field today I was completely focused on the work and my wants and desires were far from mind. I think this talk will help me for my last 6 months."

Saturday the 15th. "I made a promise with myself and wrote it down. It says, 'I, Elder Andrew Anderson LaPray, will become the Fourth Missionary. I will be obedient and worthy. I will totally and unconditionally surrender. I will consecrate myself. I will seek to have charity. I will become a disciple of Christ. I will measure success from within. My predominant desire will be to do what the Lord wants me to do. I will be the Fourth Missionary'".

Love,

Elder Andrew A. LaPray

Monday, September 10, 2012

September 10, 2012


And once again it's time for changes!! For me it feels like changes were last week. Or tops 2 weeks ago. Time has just gone by super fast here in Petèn! I don't know if it's all the traveling or what, but day to day just is ridiculously fast! Elder Castillo is training, but going to the cap and whitewashing an area and I am also training, but staying here in Sayaxchè. 

This morning Elder Castillo and I left Sayaxche at 7 a.m. and his bus left to the capital at 10 a.m. He'll be riding solo for about 10 hours to the capital. I've been with the ZLs all day today and will be with them all day tomorrow, Wednesday, and Thursday at about 12:00 a.m. my new companion will get here from the capital, we'll sleep at the ZLs house, and then on Thursday morning we'll head to Sayaxche and get there around 9 a.m. more or less. These next couple days will be interesting. I'll kind of be the 3rd wheel  to the ZLs... just kind of there. 

 On September 4th I wrote the following in my journal:

"Today my Grandpa Anderson turns 84. Somewhere in my Spanish triple I have a comment written about the importance of names and respresenting them. I believe it is in Helaman when he explains to his sons why they are named Nephi and Lehi. Correct. Helaman 5:6. I don't know why exactly my parents gave me Anderson for a middle name, but I am grateful to represent the Anderson family as well as the LaPray family. Helaman tells us that when they remember their names, they might also remember their ancestors and what they did. On this, the 84th birthday of my maternal grandfather, I would like to recognize his greatness in my sight. As far as I'm concerned, he has never tried to be recognized or well known, yet he is. He has taught me wonderful lessons throughout my life, and given me beautiful memories. I can remember him giving me rides on his old tractor, making a mouse out of a handkerchief, treating my grandmother like a queen, a powerful testimony of the gospel, many holidays in their home, living just 3 blocks away, seeing him in church singing the hymns from memory, always being excited to see me, calling me his Guatemalan Kid, telling me about going to school on a horse, math being called arithmetic, getting their first refrigerator, giving temple preparation classes to Colton and me, telling me his missionary stories, and hundreds more. I do not know how much longer my  grandpa will live, but I hope and pray with all my heart that he will be around for one more hug when I get back next year. When I think of my middle name, I think of my beloved grandparents and the influence they have had in the lives of thousands, but more importantly in mine. I love you Grandpa Al."

Some of you who know me, may know that I have some really weird things about me. One of these weird things is that I LOVE putting on a brand new pair of socks.  If I could, I would wear a pair of socks 10 times and then get a new one, just to get that feeling back. Well, last year I had my parents send me more socks in case I lost some or they got holes, and now that I only have 6 months left, I decided to start using them. It was the first time I had put on new socks in 18 months and it felt SO good! Nice and soft and fuzzy and yes!

September 7th, 2012, "This morning while listening to the music on my memory card the Primary song "Teacher, do you love me?" came on. In Spanish, teacher is "maestro", and in English, "maestro" is master and "maestro" and master are both titles for Jesus Christ, even the perfect teacher. Often in English a child says "Teacher" in a very humble, affectionate manner. All of this made me reflect on these lyrics in a different light, as if the child were speaking to Christ, calling him "Teacher". The lyrics are as follows; 'Teacher, do you love me? Teacher, will you care for me? Even if I turn away, or disobey, or go astray then will you love me still? Teacher, will you teach me? Teacher, help me choose the right. When I do not understand the Lord's commands, please take my hand and lead me safely with His light. I need your love, I need your light to show me how to be like Jesus. The Savior's love will light the path to lead me safely home". Now obviously the last 2 lines are talking about the Savior and notto him, but thinking about this song in the innocence of a child speaking to his "Teacher", Jesus Christ, filled me with peace and awe upon thinking of the message our Heavenly Father has for us, even in Primary songs."

I'm nervous and excited for these next two changes that will  be coming here in Sayaxchè, but as I have testified throughout my mission, there are no coincidences. If the Lord needs me to train right now, there's a reason. For me, for my new comp, and for those here in Sayaxchè. Let us trust in the Lord and fulfill are calling, whether itseems important, are calling is always to build up the Kingdom of Christ on this earth.

Love,
Elder Andrew A. LaPray

Monday, September 3, 2012

September 3, 2012


Well, I'll tell you first off... I don't think I can think of any killer stories from this week. It was a good week, but I tell you right away, nothing like big huge stellar. But I'll tell you about life anyway.

Monday was normal. Today, Monday, we are in Santa Elena again, but I definitely don't want to be here. Long story, don't want to talk about it. 

On Tuesday we had interviews with President and Sister Watts. We had to wake up at 5 in order to get ready and then head up to Santa Elena in bus to get here by 8. It's about an hour and a half bus ride. Hooray. I don't mind the 1 and a half ride... but the hour was a little rough on Tuesday. However, I absolutely LOVE interviews with President and Sister Watts. I'm sure it's probably like this with all mission presidents and their wives, but I truly feel their love for me. It's absolutely incredible. There are a perfect midway between parents and grandparents in their love. It's a new lifestage I'm calling "Andparents" that applies specifically to Mission Presidents and their wives and/or parents of best friends. As for the interviews, in my interview with President Watts he asked me if I still feel like I'm progressing. I didn't really know how to respond to that question. My reply is a definite yes. I feel like I'm progressing a lot. However, I don't know how to explain my progress in words or like, what evidence there is. But then I was reminded of something a good friend of mine told me while looking through my mission pictures with my mom. As they looked through the older pictures, he commented that they weren't really me. As they got closer and closer to the up-to-date pictures, he said "That is the Andrew I saw!". I don't know if anyone else sees it.... 

I don't know if anyone knows this, but ever since about my 5 month mark, I began to take a picture of myself everyday after I was showered and dressed. Granted, I've missed about 5-10 days, it's a decent record of the last 12 months of my mission and will be a record of the last 18 months of my mission on a day-by-day basis. Maybe my eyes are seeing things, or I'm imagining things I want to see, but I honestly do believe their is more than just a hair length and tie difference. It's almost like you could call it the "light in your eyes" kind of effect. But I can definitely see in a difference in my overall appearance as time goes on. There are even day to day pictures where I can see when I had look happier than other days. There is a definite difference in me, and it's more than just physical.

On Friday I hit 1 year of having been assigned to the office. Talk about FAST. I had just barely hit 6 months when I was called to the office, 8 or 9 changes ago. Or in other words... 1 year. It feels weird to think that a YEAR has passed since I went to the office for the first time. I remember that day with exact detail. Everything about it. And everything that came afterward. As for the area on Friday, we had a lesson with a man who we found a few weeks ago who talked to the missionaries years ago. As we were teaching him the Plan of Salvation, we invited him to be baptized because we saw that he felt the Spirit or at least recognized the truthfulness of the parts of the message we were sharing. The most devastating moment in a missionary's experience is hearing someone say "No". Not because you feel personal rejection, just because you know that they are rejecting the most important message you can possibly share with them and you want so much for them to achieve eternal life and you know this is the only way. It's hard. But I know that future visits right now, won't help him overcome the answer he has currently accepted as coming from our Heavenly Father. It's difficult. But we just keep loving and teaching. 

Love,


Elder Andrew A. LaPray